 ITS BEEEN FIVE TO SIX YEARS NOW THAT I HAVENT SPOKE TO MY BIO-FATHER.AND THEN LAST SUNDAY .......IT HAPPENED. "HELLO"...WHOS THIS?" "ITS ME,YOUR FATHER" this is a poem that i had wrote before that call Im sorry father Im sorry if i never was the greatest daughter Im sorry you were mostly ever there Im sorry I didnt give you enough kisses and hugs never said I love you enough for you to stay im sorry You have always had your own meaning of love Im sorry if i never understood it Im sorry that i was only a girl Who once saw a hero but was blinded by the lies im sorry Its easy to see how time changes people im sorry if i wasnt able to cope with the change Im sorry to say that the time has been more than 4 as more,years go by.... Im sorry im sorry for you but not for me anymore im sorry ive grown but not before your eyes Im sorry for the poor decisions that are made in life the one you couldve loved now is gone im sorry I cant help but cry every once a month Im sorry,cant block out memories of childhood Im sorry nobody knows but me when im hurting im sorry if you never were the greatest father..... ........ |